How frustrating is when you have a real close friend and you spend most of the time with, you trust to the extremes but you find out that his/her way of thinking is so limited.
For me, I had experienced this nerve racking case last week and it seems like that dummy friend who I used to trust will abandon her for ever!! She is 31 years old but her way of thinking is for those of 15 years old. She is so damn sensitive and creates a problem outta of nothing! I tolerated with her bad attitude once, twice but not any more... I am sorry for wasting my time with such a person like her.
I get sick to my stomach every time I clean the house and know that we are about to welcome a sand storm in the city, what a bad weather we are going through this year! Why other countries have had rain and snow this year, but us! Is it because we had snow for twice we got more sand??
It seems like that the Earth is on its way to decompose and melt step by step, the other day I heard on the radio that some scientists found out some sort of space alien on Mars, short and has a huge head, they also found few streams of water...so it might be a glimpse of hope to move cuz I am sick of living on this planet which I haven't seen any thing good on!
How frustrating is when you roam markets, flee markets, malls, shopping centers just to buy a dark blue pajamas or any thing that has that magic color; dark blue and you can NOT find and piece!!!!! My favorite color is dark blue and it rare here, Hufff...
I am so frustrated, so does my mood.
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Write when you want. Sometimes it's good to take a break. Nuthin' wrong with that! As for friends that do nothing but bring you down, sometimes you just gotta let 'em become part of the past. The weather, well it's been pretty much the same here in the southwest, especially the city I live in. There's been many times it's been warm here, and snowing or raining an hour away from here. Dark blue pajamas? Ya got got me there. Could there be a world shortage, a hoarding of blue pajamas to keep the price high and make them more desirable, like fine diamonds? This is a serious situation and I must spend some hours, or even days contemplating this ;) Hope ya find some soon. Blue Solo
It's easier to lose an old friend than to gain a new one :)
Mars dear..we want to see photo's from your eyes :)
I read every post that you make. I enjoy reading every thing you write. Of course I am sad when your posts are sad.
I usually do not leave a comment because my abilities are limited due to age.
Thank you for all you do to keep us informed. I appreciate it deeply.
Hi Marshi, be calm girl and relax, believe me it is not a big problem that you have nothing to talk about, every one may have the same thing from time to time, but you know what, We miss your posts when you take too much time to post sometning new..
take your time, someday you will have lots of things to talk about, then you'll be puzzled of what you want to talk about at first..
just like me...
about the friends, I also had a firend like yours, she was elder than me, I had so much fun with her, I loved her so much, we used to call each other and talk for hours..but bolt of the blue she stopped and canceled everthing between us..only because she thinks like 15 years old, as you said...she was jealous on her Fiance...that's really caused me too much pain.
If you want, I wrote a post about her on my blog..the title is
ارشيف
مارشو ما اعرف شلون اخلي لنك بدال الكتابة جان خليته الج هههههههه
hello Marsho,
take it easy ya 3zieziy lol..
i knw how u feel abut ur friend cuz ive been through something like it and way worse..but thank God its jst lil bit gettin better now..
im just saying that only the right thing still standing no matter howlong the wrong stands!!i knw it feels sux that some1 was so close and suddenly he is gone..but life not gonna stop right?but for me it'll but not for u sis...lol.
take it easy Marsho..and SMILE OKAY? life worth to live i guess right?lol..
peace out sis..
Well, it sounds like, you need a vacation from Iraq or a catalog from Victoria's Secret for those dark blue pajama needs (Surprisingly, they have many conservative-looking pajamas that would not be too racy for the more restricted social mores of Iraq).
Marshmallow, I read an article about the Iraqi women's basketball team. If you are taller than 173 cm and can dribble a basketball, the team needs you :) That could be a way out of Iraq for you and a lifetime of adventure :)
Hello Dear Solo,
Thanks for your advice, yea I gotta let her be part of my past because once upon a time she used to be my dear friend, I don't hate her but I hate her attitude, boy she got that hot temper attached to her as a tail wherever she goes!!
About the dark blue products: I used to buy every thing dark blue from Turkish sources except for the dark blue jeans I used to get it from USA via my cousins a couple years ago…but it seems like as you said the world is lacking of this color… My step mom tells me that how could I as a future bride who should wear every thing white and flourish while I love dark blue?? Hahah…if I could find a dark blue wedding dress I might think of wearing it…LOL
Hello Bill,
Is it really easier? I can't forget her, as a matter of fact I dream about her every night
U sure you want pictures from my eyes? Do you want FOR my eyes? I am kiddin'
I will do my best, but like I mentioned before, Iraq has no nice places to take pictures in…
Hello Wayne,
Thanks for visiting my blog and I should appreciate your encouraging words to me, keep coming.
Hi dear Micho,
Oh yeah I get really frustrated, because out of nothing I know I can create subjects but sometimes life circumstances keep me away from accomplishing my job! You know very well who lives in a war zone, as if some one has internal challenges within himself…life is so difficult and especially in Iraq. You got to have a heart made of iron and rock to overcome things, and forget sad times.
I read your post about your friend long time ago, but didn't know that she has a fiancé and was jealous about! Well mine or yours, they lost us.
Hahah don't woory about the link think, I don't know either ;P
Sam,
Glad to see you hear bro.
Why every one has gone through the same thing about losing a friend? Don't those people appreciate the real friendship? Or were we idiots and deceived by their appearance?
Ok I am smiling: D do you see my teeth? Hahah
Thank you and God bless you
Hello Mr. Ghost,
First of all I would like to thank you for correcting me on the previous post! I really sometimes find a hard time using: off, out, up with words…we haven't learned that at school very well…that is why you are here guys for our help.
Well, I didn't search V.S website for those pajamas because I don't have a credit card so why bother. Nor we have the V.S catalogue or magazines in Iraq, they might consider it as a blasphemed magazine, hahah…
Unfortunately I am 163 Cm …to be honest I don't like basketball; I do love Bad Minton because I am very good at it.
Thanks for the suggestion any way.
See ya
because we love you we need to read your powerful words.. :)
sometimes i feel like that but not always, as you know i'm a new blogger and my readers are limited , but they are real friends.. it is so nice to talk to someone lives far from you, overseas, listens to you and cares about you.. we are all just like one family..
keep going my friend, because i love you..
Marshmallow,
I was trying to think of a dark blue pajama solution for you. What about your sister in Sweden buying the pajamas there or ordering them from any quality Internet store, and then mailing the pajamas to you in Iraq via DHL?
Marsh,
I always read your posts, even if I don't always comment! We still have snow on the ground here, although it is quickly melting. I forget how hot it must be getting already in Iraq.
I hope you get to travel soon, and good luck finding pajamas.
Hello cute Sandy,
Thanks sweetie for your words, they mean a lot to me!!
Hello Mr. Ghost,
Hahaha DHL!!! I doubt it. thanks for your suggestions :)
Hi Liz,
I know that you do dear! Yes, I hope I will leave soon but its not any sooner .
Hello marshmallow,
I had something similar happen with two friends, one for 30 yrs, one for 40 years. It was very painful, and at times still is. I have decided to look at it in a particular way.
Friends are here in our lives for a time and for a reason. At times, we "outgrow" each other and drift off in different directions, to learn new things and experience life in a different way than the one we are used to. Though it feels like it is tearing your heart out and you may feel hurt or angry at the betrayal, it does not invalidate all of the love and friendship that has gone before if you don't want it to, for you. I try to remember all that they meant to me in the past and all that I learned about the world and about me, through their friendship. If they had not been there, I would certainly view the world differently than I do now. That has value.
Take heart my friend, now you are just on a different road. You can keep the love that you and your friend had and just know that for now, you are both just meant to walk down different paths, that you would not be able to experience together. Someday the hurt and pain will begin to get easier to bear. It is no less than like grieving a death. Allow yourself the time to grieve.
I'll be thinking of you and praying that you get those pajamas and much love in your life.
Hello Just Hope,
Welcome here at my blog...
Your words meant a lot to me, they are very truthful and real...I am trying to get over it but today I realized that V is not a true friend, she ended every thing and stated that our friendship is no longer exist and that the time we were friends menat nothing to her but waste of time!!
I stayed calm but fureous from inside, I deleted her phone number and email address, I teared the card that she gave last year on My B day...
I will cross her name off the wedding list, she will not be allowed to come to my wedding.
ALAS!!!
Hi marshmallow,
Mine were just as brupt and terrible. But we will go on. :) Know that I'm thinking of you. The best revenge is to live a happy life. Be as happy as you can be right now.
I just got married in October of 07 and neither were there. Sad, but it was still a wonderful and very joyous day!
Take Care. :)
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